okay.. two dayz of mad studying.. i'm surprised my brain hasn't shut down on me yet...hahhaa.. not until after examz. anyhoo... so far i'm doing prettie good with getting stuff done.. like multiple studying... i've studied for all three exams so far... now i just gotta write 'em.. and well study some more.. hopefully i'll remember everything that i read over and stuff... i think i gotta do more studyin for admin... eww.. used the word study so much already!!!

anywayz... thingz are prettie good right now.. lotsa praying.. lotsa learning... and gettin some naps in between the study periods.. =) hopefully i'll do okay on the examz... *sigh* can't wait till they're over!!!! anywayz.. enuff bloggin for now.. just procrastinating.. hahaha.. putting off the inevitable.. =)

--// pray . believe . expect . receive //--

so sore... =( but that meanz that i can't do much of anything for the next few dayz other than studying... and well watching tv.. hahaha.. but mostly studying. ahh!!! can't wait until after examz are over... need to be stress-free for a while.. =) but eh.. still have an essay to write and an isu to do... ugh... don't like school!!! s'okay.. got lotz to look forward to.. yay!! =)

anyhow.. my l'il blurb on my spiritual life. God's definitely got one awesome sense of humour. basically i'm being tested with my patience and self-control.. being built up in those spiritual aspects.. and the cool part is that He's totaly seeing me thru all this. walking with me.. teaching me... watching over me. thaz the most amazing part. and oh! today being sunday.. the message was about being blessed in Christ.. and the question that the speaker kept posing was "who are you? who do you think you are?" and the main message is that our first priorities in our identities isn't that we're students or brothers or sisterz or friends to other ppl... our first priority is that we're children of God... we were CHOSEN by Him even before we were born... and we were ADOPTED into His family because He wantz to have a loving relationship with us... and lastly, we were FORGIVEN and cleansed thru the death of His Son... thatz gotta be enuff to boost ur spirits and remember that thru all the times of trials, temptations and tests.... God's still watching over u... He's never forgotten u and He'll alwayz be with u... anytime, anywhere...

...// chosen //...// adopted //...// forgiven //...

whee!!! volleyball tourney wuz crazie fun today.. =) in pain tho.. argh.. i bruised up my right hip diving for the ball... itz all black and blue.. =( but it wuz lotsa fun.. lotsa practice done.. hahaha.. anywayz... we didn't make the playoffz.. boo!! =P but itz okay... i'm so tired... and i stayed and watched campbell play too.. aww.. i feel so bad for 'em... they coulda won!!! =( but itz okay... still dont' know who won the tournament tho.. hahaha.. ah wellz, no matter, find out on monday.. =) wish i coulda stayed, but i got to come home and take a nap.. yippee! =D gotta hit the bookz tmw.. study for business.. tonite is hwk nite.. gotta get all the stinkin hwk outta the way so i can study.. *sigh* i can't wait till examz are over...

...// overly stressed //...

wow... today wuz tonz of fun... worship prac... chill time... hahaha... 'nuff said.. but it wuz awesome today... had lotsa fun... then tomorrow.. VOLLEYBALL TOURNEY!!! yay!!! but then i gotta crack the bookz open and do some mad studying.. =( *sigh* itz okay... might as well get examz over with, right??? the sooner the better... then i can get on with other thingz.. =) anywayz... just been thinking lately about how blessed i really am... i'm so thankful... yet i know i'm not thankful enuff.. but then again, can we really ever be thankful enuff? rhetorical question (i think) anywayz... i'm really really really blessed... gotta give thanks...

wellz, off to bed.. tourney tmw/today.. whee!!! sleep sleep sleep.. so tired after today.. but lotsa fun nonetheless..=)

yippee!!! got today over with... bio test went okay i think.. so no more stressing till saturday when i gotta hit the bookz and study.. but for now... worry free.. =D well somewhat.. anywayz.. got like 6 crazy chapters to study for bus/admin.. *sigh* life of a student.. just gotta keep prayin and persevering.. hmm.. lemme think.. what else.. oh! fellowship today wuz awesome! got to have some fun and fellowship and games.. yay!! games!! =) oh!!! and ms barret came to talk to the student leaders about what bethune Christian fellowship is actually about! oh my!!! God's doing something big!! faculty's starting to ask questions!!! SOMETHING BIG'S COMING AND GOD'S BEHIND IT ALL!!! whoa!! hahaha.. just a l'il hyper tonite.. =) anywayz.. still learning, still growing, still prayin hard.. and one last thing to remember:

God's blessings are abundant and His timing is perfect... depend on that and we'll be fine... =)
can't wait till friday!!! wheee!!! =D

okay... got today over with.. yay!!! oh my.. just got a bio test to study for then i'm home free.. well till exams... mmm.. lost a vball game today.. *sigh* they got scary club playerz on the team.. all crazie tall with an insane swing and top spin... anyhow.. no more volleyball talk.. tourney on saturday. yay!!! and prac on thurs.. yay!!! =D then ther'z worship pracs.. on fri...ack!!! can't wait till then.. but gotta get bio over with first... *shrug* God'll pull me thru.. thankfully this week's coming out better than last week.. =D anyhow.. back to cramming more info in brain... so brain dead.. =/ learning a lot in my walk w/ God tho.. =D PRAIZE GOD!!! =D

AAHHH!!! so stressed!!! and tired.. and everything else that's associated with school. but this weekend was okay i guess.. stayed up a few nites till like 2 in the morning to get everything done for monday, but all's good. God got me through the weekend.. now He's gotta get me thru next week... actually the next few weekz.. prettie much till january's done.. hahaa.. ah wellz. i got stuff done this weekend, which i'm really happy about.. finally got to finish up my essay, now i gotta express mail it to york.. =P so last minute.. not good.. and already sent in my application, so hopefully everything works out there. hmm.. what else.. work work and more work... craziness...

anyhow... worship prac today wuz awesome.. i wuz so mad that i missed the worship team prac for church yesterday cuz i finished work late.. =( but itz okay... allowed me to stay up a l'il later and spend a bit more time on hwk and stuff... i think i should be able to make the practice next week. and yah tc worship! yay!!! love the team... awesome ppl... serving one awesome God.. =D today wuz more on the technical aspect of the team... the singing and the playing and stuff... we got a lotta kinks to work out, but at least we're learning to communicate and what not. i gotta learn how to harmonize by listening. oh my... not useta harmonizing... i usually take the melody... but i'm trusting that God's gonna give me the talent i need to do my best for Him... =) wow.. this is a LONG blog.. sorrie for anyone reading.. =) anywayz, today's practice wuz good, but tiring, but itz alrite.. got to nap while watching 101 dalmations.. SO CUTE! =D newayz, early morning prac tmw... back's starting to hurt again.. that can't be a good sign... the week ended off better than it started.. hopefully the "goodness" will continue on into next week.. =D for now.. sleep time....